i confess...

haiz....since i cant stand it anymore, i shall say it once and for all.

To those people who hate me, well, I am sorry u hate me, I know, I hold grudges longer than most people, and I am sure you should already know that by now. I am sure everyone holds grudges, just that some hold longer than others. Forgive me, I am trying very hard not to carry them on, but I just find it hard to change.

For those in CSC who hate me, I do not know what i did to deserve your resentment, but sorry anyway, well maybe except for the teachers who read the blog, i do know why u resent me, I hold grudges, sad.

For those in the class of BF0502 who hate me, I know who you are, and I think I might know why you hate me, but I have tried to carry on, you have not, sad. Once more, I am sorry, but then again, trust is hard to build once broken, I know that well.

You see, I am not really the type who knows how to socialize well. Sure, I might be easy-going sometimes, but I feel odd with too many people around me. I am just not used to socializing yet. Spare me some time, this takes quite some time to get used to.

My heart still aches beneath that mask i put up when I see people sad or hold grudges against me when I don't know what I did to them.

I know that not much people will accept me if i change suddenly overnight. I've tried it before, but those around me just are not used to it. They think I am up to something. It's sad when one tries to change for the better and noone will accept it, just as when a jailbird comes out of prison, he is not accepted by society and has to resort to his old ways to survive. As mentioned earlier, trust is hard to build once broken. Even the government, which came up with the yellow ribbon project do not accept "unclean" people into their government jobs. I am at a loss, because I do not know what to do now. Sad...

jiao sai

lolz ytd on the way go play pool at grassroots tio jiao sai -.- knn suay sia...
then go grassroots try to wash off cant wash -.-' again sibei suay
then comes today, come to school see my uniform then realise...i 4got to put the uniform to wash...nnb&^$#%^*#$*^#(#$%@()&*()_
sibei sianz then still gotta wear...arrrrrrr then all call me shit -.-'
look on the bright side i finally remembered to bring my friend's cookies today, if not they all rotting at home haha...
nvm...tonite go home put to wash then tmr wear the 2nd csc shirt for..........1 day -.-"

more tests...

i very bo liao rite...some more tests i took hahaha

Your Vote Score: 36% Republican, 64% Democrat

While you don't always agree with the Democrat party, it's a pretty good match for you. Do be sure to research each candidate. A liberal Republican or independent candidate might fit you better at times.

Should You Vote Republican or Democrat?

You Are 8% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

Your Body Image is 12% Unhealthy, 88% Healthy

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are. Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!

How's Your Body Image?

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

thats all for now, time to go home =)

bo liao now in csc...list of tests i did

You are 47% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP) You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together. Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination. There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language. You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands). You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

You Are 58% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

Never Date a Taurus

Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus. You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get boring after a while! Instead try dating: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aries

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

ok here are some more tests i did after the lunch break, just came in to edit =)

Your Lust Quotient: 50%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's Your Love Style?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Career Personality: Independent, Flexible, and Ingenious

Your Ideal Careers: Astronaut Entrepreneur Lawyer Nightclub owner Photographer Private investigator Real estate developer Stand up comic Venture capitalist Video game developer

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

thx all csc friends

my time in csc is comin to an end T.T
now, it is time to say my thanks to all my friends in here...

Dealers

• Libing - eh nothin to say abt u lar...see u everyschool day also lolz


• Liyi - the very sotong young lions fan...everything else happening in the world also dunno. then her mind very clean one...alot of sick words also dunno wahahahaha also our star performer of the season, nvr fail to call non-stop. thx for the motivation to call


• Azimah - the supposedly quiet girl sitting at the next desk, end up got alot of ghost stories to tell. then everytime share stories of stupid customers we face. gonna miss the sharing experience


• Ali tan ee boon - hmmm everytime kena bully by girl...lolz u damn suay lor

Hello Shop

• Xinyi - this one is a xin-eh wu gui hahaha but nvr fail to make us laugh as she is nvr in a bad mood. oh ya, and u acnt act cool for nuts hahahahaha, mind like liyi lidat, very innocent shall not say which word u had to search the net to find the meaning =P...gonna miss ur lively aura lolz


• Seri - mrs policeman!! okok i surrender =/ she gave xinyi her 1st nickname - xin-eh - which means crooked hahaha and she can be louder than the dolby surround sound.


• Jesvin - actually jesvin, not kelvin, not melvin, not wateva hahaha. this one another loud one nicknamed the dolby surround sound...future lessons are gonna seem alot quieter w/o u ard sobz


• Carol - hmmm 1st time i saw tammy blog i almost thought this one tammy sister/wannabe/secret identity wateva lolz then again she always gimme that "shit u" wheneva i mention tammy in front of her ahahahaha...


• Sherlyne - hope i spelt ur name correct...yep i think i got it correct. new turquoise contacts ar wooo...


• Shireen - eh nothin to say abt u also lar...everytime also see u so mayb u and libing after yr 3 i gonna leave nyp then see wat i have to say ok lolz


• Fiza - eh errr arr hmmm nvr tok to u much, just that chee yong always call u mina cos u got smoker face lolz but will miss the cheery attitude u brought to those around u also.


• Hui Xiang - monkey!!! come banana for u lolz...this girl always like to act cute, dunno why also. then i ask y, she say "i cute ma" -.-' haiz cute ppl is no nid act de lor

Standard Chartered Marathon

• Rosa - name very long, so cut short become rosa can liao.. this one is called chilli padi, small size but very terror -.-'


• Christina - the christmas month baby, so ali and me like to call her christmas hahaha...dunno much abt her also, hardly talk to her much


• Sha Sha - the very quiet friend of libing...everytime by herself at one end of the csc room. most of the lunch time i see her with libing...so touching...eh my mind straying...kk nvm


• Andrew - hmmm i 1st time see him tot ah beng...but actually ok lar, easy to talk to


• Gervais - also very friendly person, everytime see him playin with a shrek pillow lolz


• Winson - eh very funny guy with that cool hairstyle haha, speaks with a funny accent

ok hope i didnt miss anyone...should be all of them. aarrrgghhhh i just realised i forgot to bring the cookies i was supposed to pass to my friend today die!!!! gg liao -.-'

TO THE TEACHERS READING THIS BLOG

well well well...now we have teachers lookin at our blogs also...how i know this? for me to know for the teachers reading this post to find out, i will not mention names. just think about it for a moment...this blog is for me to rant about my life, and my fantasies wateva, if u cant take it, dont read it! we all have feelings about other people, and if u really wanna know those feelings ppl have bout u, then be prepared to accept them. dont go reading those nasty things ppl write about u and start having quarrels with them. i for one didnt come to school to win a popularity contest amongst the teachers, so deal with it!! MY BLOG! MY WORLD! MY RULES! period...

note of partial absence

hey guys and gals reading this blog, i would not be able to post much more than a few sentences here and there for the next few days till the 5th or 6th of december. well, as we all know it, we have reports to rush out and i tend to be rather slow in churning out one, so i shall start early and avoid the unecessary stress of rushing at the eleventh hour...gd luck to all ur reports...as well as mine >.<

all hail butter fingers

lolz i just broke a water container when i accidentally dropped it from abt 20cm height...hmmm my butter fingers ahahaha. worse still drop near the qc com somemore wahahahaha...then the carpet near there all wet with water. so sad, that was the last water container we had...haiz, now all muz take from outside hahaha. then when i was trying to use the cloth the cb sabrina go say "if they charge us for the container i will have to charge u ar"...charge then charge lar wat can i do liao? not like i purposely drop it also...wan to change the container then suddenly slip off my hands ma...to all who kena sabrina as teacher in charge nxt stopover, my condolences...wat a bitch!!

lunch time today

haiz originally wanted to go grassroots play pool de, end up buy bacon cheese melt liao go there no space le...SIANZ!!! then end up we stand there for like 40min see ppl play -.-' in the end gave up and went off. guess what happened later?? at abt 1.35pm the lady there call ee boon phone to say got space...KAO we the 3rd on the list only lehz...actually when we left, we were nxt up on the list. imagine how long the ppl there play sia lolz....sibei sianded ar!!

the girl

for all those who read the previous post, this is the girl the 2 boys are fighting over...ahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! i might just die laughing lolz
book MOS to fight over her lolz, okok time to calm down...ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

brainless boys

ahahahaha ACS boy to fight RJC boy tmr night at MOS...FUCKING JOKE SIA!!!
guess they fighting over wat?? A GIRL! ! ! wtf?!?! fight of all things over a girl...
ok for u ppl who are clueless abt this incident, heres the story:

1. girl and acs boy happy together
2. ri boy comes along as the 3rd party with his money
3. acs boy and ri boy(now in rjc) wants to end this in a bloody match
4. winner gets the girl and loser walks away

1stly, the girl must be a damn cheapskate to go for a guy cos of his money!! i mean if all u wan is money, u dun nid a guy...u can get ur parents to buy u all u want.

2ndly, the boys must have raging hormones that needs surpressing cos from such well-established schools with the most stuck-up snobs, i find this very against their "play-by-the-book" ways. their brains cant work properly so they gotta resort to brawns to win a girl's heart.

3rdly, the girl must have no self-respect cos she doesnt mind being made a prize of a fight. she is the prize these 2 boys fight over. i mean even if 2 girls fight over me, i wouldnt want anything to do with either of them, i dun wanna be treated like an object!!

oh well...goes to show that not all people from good schools have good working brains yes? true~~~ hahaha

boring day

lolz, xinyi got caught by ms nor for sleeping while i, who slept in front of ms nor, didnt get caught...damn i'm good!! hmmm today was rather boring, not much noise made...then again maybe cos of sabrina ng outside so cant make too much noise. then just now, the recording system hang, and we were supposed to stop all calling...even those callbacks, not that i had any, nor did i have any intention of calling also lolz...come to think of it, could have called someone and if he/she dun wan do survey, just slam the phone or say sumthin like "ok lor nvm bb" hehe...

haiz..training starts today, will miss u guys. keep trainin hard ok? nxt yr must win more ar haha..

pasir ris hair cut

today i very bo liao hmmm~~~ as all sundays hahaha. so i went all the way to pasir ris to cut my hair. of cos i wouldnt go alone, and i know nuts about pasir ris, so i followed jq there. 1st i gotta say that place is really not the type of place i like to go to...quite run down, like marketplace lidat. but the salon wan nice! thats all that matter cos i went there only for the salon =)

gotta say i love the atmosphere of the salon. very few customers, so the hairstylist does not need to rush the customers. then the background music is similar to the type of music i listen to at home...TECHNO!!! weee~~~

the style they cut there is purely japanese...quite nice really =0 i flipped through some pages in their magazine and gosh...the hair mostly long style sia waaa!!!! nvm my hair can grow long also...just a matter of time b4 it grows, but for now, the stylist just trim abit and taught me how to style properly...kao i nvr had to style my hair so properly till now. then spend another $30 on the clay she used on my hair...ytd hard earn money all gone liao T.T so sad, but worth it...looks nice lar i admit lolz

crazy ppl

damn, the guests last night at work were crazy, like nvr go party b4 lidat, or maybe they got drunk on martini or somethin...kns scream and shout so much, wan make me deaf ar?!?!?!
i know the MCs very popular one lar (flying dutchment and glenn ong) but also no nid scream and act like total retards in front of them rite kao. i wonder how ppl at talent contests tahan sia, almost everyday hear these fans screaming their lungs out. but scream nvm, ytd got whistle some more -.-' siao lor. fucking whistle blow into my ears damn irritating sia, think i wear ear plugs ar? ok lar but the ppl eat fast also lar, so not so bad. only prob is that they after last dish wan play until dunno wat time sia. 11.30 still playing merry-go-round around the table...damn childish sia kao eh!! imagine u see adults runnin around their tables and giggling like kindergarten children. haiz sometimes these kind of things happen makes me wanna think wat is this world comin to when adults play these kinda games...ok lar enough liao time to chao...cya!!!

lunch

lunch was pizzahut today...2nd time actually in csc. cant rmb the occasion for the 1st time but this time it was for sherlyn's birthday. HAPPY BDAY SHERLYNE!!!! today's lunch was 4 large pan pizza (2 hawaiian lovers + 2 seafood supreme), 1 regular hawaiian lovers, 4 boxes of wing+drumlet, and 6 garlic bread. and each person only had to pay $7.00 (sherlyn did not pay of cos). hwa seh 4 guys share 2 large pizza, 1 box of wing+drumlet and 2 garlic bread while the other 12 or so girls shared 2 large pizza, 1 regular pan pizza, 4 garlic bread, and 3 boxes of wing+drumlet. eat alot sia lolz...and the girls eat so little...not befitting to their numbers ahahahaha. unfortunately there were no candles to be blown for her though, didnt really have enough time to prepare them. >.< but on the overall, i eat until full liao =) plus the newly crowned dolby surround sound system to boost the atmosphere, i think we made this celebration a memorable one for her, nice one csc =)

sorrow and hate

yet another day in csc...enjoying my last days here before we part for another new group. haiz...nxt round classical might be a quiet time for me considering some ppl i am not on good terms with are gonna be in the same class as me...FUCK!!! haiz wat to do, sometimes these things just cant be helped, i cant evade these ppl 4eva.

ok now, its time for break, cya later....

papparazzi in csc

ok csc now got so many papparazi with high-tech camera phone sia...all take pic of us in formal wear today lolz. here are some of them:

the 5 of us dealers team behind while the rest in front all xtra nia...whoops =x

chapalang photo...then christmas extra go spoil the photo -.-'

hmmm...this one i think the gals from hello team ba...

3 more weeks before we part...gonna miss u all...esp the loudspeaker w/o the mute button, gonna have to get used to silence all over again T.T sobz...

presentation

hmmm today presentation and everyone's dressed formally. most of them look so different O.O but some have not changed into their formal wear yet. as for me, well i have not tucked in my shirt yet >.< lazy to tuck in at home lar ahahahaha. ok as for now, just hang ard till something happens or break time falls upon us once more.

cant wait for nxt stop over!! we will be doin classical and people say nothin much to study for it!! imagine 3 hrs a day nia! wakao gonna be damn slack lar!! cfm work as much as possible during that 6 weeks de lor...maybe club as much as posible also hehe....oh well with that much free time and now that i am alr 18, cant blame me rite lolz

warnin letter

lolz ms noh wan give me warnin letter...haha give lar. its only a warnin, cant do much to my grade. not even 1st break and alr say put on ur t-shirts _l_

haiz cant wait to get my memory stick from weimin, if not i will be listening to the same songs again everyday sia...sometimes i listen to 1~2 same songs within the day sia!! come to think of it, weimin say he sellin the card for $58, and when i went to funan, they say cant sell for below $78!! KAO!!! $20 difference sia! either their rent sibei high or their profit margin sibei high lor. cbk funan -.-'

nerds of csc unite

hmmm all wan act nerd in a candid shot ytd hahaha...ps my phone camera sux so this is as good as it gets =)

touching bulletin

hey guys...i got this story from my friend's blog and i thought it is a story i wanna share with u all. it is copied wholesale...ya sue me for copyright wateva, i asked for permission ok...here goes, enjoy........

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: Ok...

Girl: What do you mean "ok"?

Boy: I don't like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...

From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know why?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're ugly as fuck! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.

Girl: Hello?

Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: Alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror, am I pretty enough now? ""

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love.

A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough... something that i came across upon reading other people's blog. thought it might be useful to everyone out there. no one is ugly in this world.. only the heart that can be called ugly..

thats all folks, hope u enjoyed it....

another week of calling

here marks the start of another week of calling, and i am just typing till innovation strikes me...hmmm wat to type leh?? ah ok, sunday was rather boring, and all i did was my usual routine and then nothin much else. had to log in like 6-7 times before my online game created room for me to enter...at the expense of someone else lagging, dying, then dc-ing of cos hehe...but u know wat? i dun give a damn cos it has happened to me many times before...oh well like my neighbour likes to say, xi guan jiu hao >.<
oh well, the rest of sunday was spent on reading -.-' nothin to do lolz...super sian until just pick up anythin to read...haiz how come no1 free on sunday de zzzz

weekly dose of boredom

haiz...goin to granny house is like goin to a place to bore myself...they all speak in dialect so i cant join in the conversations, there is no computer there to play games or surf the net anymore, and when they watch tv, its always gonna be soccer, and i just hate to watch soccer!!!
alr no mood liao go there my dad still tell me they wan watch soccer when i switch channel, fuck lar nxt time i go there for dinner ten excuse myself and go back home lar fuck...cb waste my time nia...end up slp on the floor until they all say time to go then wake me up. no wonder my generation nvr stay there longer than an hr past dinner time...now i know why - fucking bore them to death...

then there is this uncle i serously hate to the core..everytime i see him i got the urge to wack the stuffing outta him. for reasons i will not state, i will not state his name down here. his face alr kiam pa lor, then he dress like retro ah beng go granny place, fuck lar, u think u ah beng ar, fucking punch u till ur remaining teeth drop...then act like blur cock lidat, talk to him must shout then can hear me, even if i shout, he might not even hear me properly and always answer with "uh" or "ya".....uh wat?!?! ya wat?!?! vocab so limited ar cb...talk to him make my blood boil nia, talk abt him also make my blood boil sia!! dun wan talk abt him liao, time to enjoy wats left of an utterly wasted saturday...au revoir

last round results

round 5: NYP - 5 / ITE - 0
1st double: Joezer/Kennerd win 9-3
2nd double: Gabriel/Gary win 9-4
1st single: Reuel win 9-2
2nd single: Junquan win 9-0
3rd single: Terence win by walkover

my comments:
ytd chai cannot make it down so joezer took his place instead. wakao i see their match i tot they losin sia, poke here poke there then chui like siao...kao eh
i didnt really see gabriel and gary match cos they were too far away lolz...but i heard they were playin well cos i heard gabriel shout "c'mon" a couple of times
as for me, well my 1st win w/o having to play ding dong lolz, push the opponent left then right then left again and he chui...give him easy ball and he chui...and he train since 9yrs old somemore -.-' on the other hand, at least he got good sportsmanship
jq's whitewash of his opponent came rather quickly, i havent play finish 9 games he walk out of the court liao -.-' and i started earlier than him -.-"
terence told me his opponent nvr turn up but he damn sad cos cant even get to hit the ball lolz, his only match in the tournament and he win w/o hitting the ball ahahahahaha...i think they see no point also >.<>
but hey, they played all their matches with good sportsmanship, which is to be admired. all the other poly play foul whenever possible. so i would say while they were outclassed in gameplay, they completely outclassed us in manners and love for the game...congratz to ITE for that =)

thx to all of u guys in nyp tennis team, thx for the experience we had together, all the fun, all the co-operation, all the laughter, all the consolation whenever anyone was down. i love u guys...words cant say what u all mean to me, what we lack in team spirit, we gained in true friendship, which i hardly got in st pats school team...thx once again, but for now, i am sorry for my abrupt decision to leave the team, hope we can still keep in contact ok...mayb drop down once in awhile to say hi =) we have all learnt that the other poly have improved drastically, now its our turn to improve, enjoy urselves and train hard....

last match

last match against ITE today...Its The End!!!! yay, but if we lose, it really is the end for our team sia, we would be last. haiz but today i no mood play singles liao...rather play doubles today, haiz ok lar time to go, save new data then clock out liao, alle a NYP!! au revoir...

interview results

haiz...yet another failed interview...5 people were chosen for germany interview, there were supposedly only 3 slots up for grabs, but now? 4 people were chosen for the trip while one is dismissed...

thats the brief description...now the details, Kai An, Jamie, Mathias, In Chi* and me were chosen for the interview. only Kai An didnt flop as we could all see he was well prepared for the interview. the rest of us flopped, as mentioned in an earlier post. cant rmb exactly how mathias flopped though, jamie didnt really flop but was rather quiet, hardly answering much of the questions, i went to say that the european side was more slack than our side, and In Chi* said that her mom couldnt wait to kick her out of her house...later that night, Kai An gave me a call to say that he received a call from the teacher to cfm that he was chosen, not surprising though it was abit fast, then i told him to call the others then return to me to tell me who else got the call. later on, he called me to inform that the other 3 also got the call and were chosen...which left me the only one not chosen...sibei suay sia fuck...at least give me a call to tell me i not chosen lar kao...so little people chosen for the interview, just call everyone lar ...haiz dun wan talk about it liao lar...the more i talk the more restless i will become lar...

O.O

wah today sibei slack sia...even star performer also no surveys done, then future star performer only 5 surveys - same as me >.<>

interview

the interviewer was abit too nice for comfort, he kept making fun of our mistakes over and over again, esp when one of us said about her mother wanting to get rid of her and then the whole time the chan lee mun made fun of her being wanted out of the house...wah damn bad sia!!

then the kai an prepare speech until lidat, wah kao..."i got 3 reasons..." i hear also tio stun liao lor, correction, all of us tio stun sia. then i go say the european culture is more relax, while kai an say got ppl there very stress...after that i dare not say too much liao...then the jamie so quiet the whole time, sia la...everyone flop lor haiz...ok lar time to go, dun think too much liao

bad luck

pui...bad luck sia today, so many ppl dun wan pick up the phone...might as well dun bring around their hp...morning dun wan pick up not so bad, but from 11am onwards dun wan pick up the phone...kao pig ar? sleep whole day ar? sianded liao lor, got a prob meetin target this week liao T.T

come to think of it, so long time nvr play pool liao, i gonna get rusty haha...hope can find some time to play pool soon or i might completely lose my touch hehehe....hmmm dunno wat to do now, see ee boon trainin for napfa, liyi laughing on the phone with customer, libing stoning...lolz i think customer think liyi crazy or sumthin sia, talk halfway suddenly laugh until cannot talk properly lolz...as for xinyi, poor her, her hp everytime kena hidden away by ee boon and me, treasure hunt item sia her hp...everyday w/o fail de lor.

ok nothin left to share, time to go, cya ard

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damn...i feel damn bored, mornings are always boring sia...nothin to do de, everyone walk in, do their own thing, then sit and dunno do wat. -.-'
hmmm its almost break time, hope i dun feel so bored after break or i might just finish up my novel by the end of the day lolz

sianded

sianded 1/2 ar today, made 77 calls yet only 10 surveys done. kampua suay lor...like the whole morning only abt 2-3 ppl do survey, the rest still recovering from monday blues sia all dun wan pick up the phone...so many leads but then all the ppl dun wan pick up phone, so got leads like got no leads lidat - end results are the same -.-'

then now how sia, dunno wat to do after 6...where to go for dinner leh? haiz dunno liao lar later see how ba, time to go le...its almost sign out time

winning with cramps

in call center ytd, chee yong dunno for wat reason decided to make me a POW -.-' just look at the bottom photo of my "tattoo" ^^ okok i know, my phone abit blur, cant blame me, my phone vga cam nia no megapix de >.<

then when we were at the canteen waiting for each other, chubby lend me his snow cap, looks damn funny on me ahahahaha but here it is anyway...

on to ytd game,
round four: TP - 4 / NYP - 1
1st double: Edwin/Kennerd lose (dunno score again >.<)
2nd double: Joezer/Gary lose (dunno score also >.<)
1st single: Reuel win 9-6
2nd single: Clinton lose 6-9
3rd single: Junquan lose 0-9

my comments: chai and kennerd lose cos opponent dun wan play properly...always wack chai just cos their coach put bounty on him...wtf lor!!! pass ball over also wan hit ppl play for wat?? to think one of the opponent was my st pats friend last time...haiz joezer might have given gary abit too much pressure liao lar. i see gary backhand chui so many times i also sian...that is gary's only weapon and it chui until sian...haiz...then joezer scolded him a few times. partner gary cannot scold him one lar...u give him this kind of pressure he will crack de T.T my match with wateva that guys name was a stupid match lar. cant believe i had to use ding dong to win him...everytime i win its cos of ding dong. i just had to ding dong lar, i had cramps and was alr tired by the 3rd game (warm up too long lar) the only thing that let me win him was cos of my mental and court coverage. that made him completely break down lolz. clinton played an ok match lar...ruwei is a strong player, he was once the no. 1 player in st pats, having won the st pats open against our then captain farouk...that he can get 6 games of ruwei alr very good lor, he blast corner to corner de leh... jq lost to aslam. everyone expects it lar...just go in and have fun can le. his serve is a super kick serve with alot of variations on the power and amt of spin. then he return 1st serve like nothin lidat...kao...he coaching others leh...and last year win darrel 9-0 also. just gain experience of how the pros play can liao, i see his style of play also scared sia haha

start calling

haiz...its back to calling today again. so not used to it anymore, no more rythm lar lolz...
really too long nvr call liao...think call also will stutter abit >.<>

today, we will be up against either TP or ITE, wonder how we will fare...will we finally break our losing streak, or will we once again crumble under the pressure? my pinkie is getting better but it still hurts abit when i stretch the skin there, but i should be fine, just no more stretching for low volleys for me....

lousy sony ericsson

haiyo....my model no more 2-sided headset liao...wtf lor
now all my music have to listen to one side nia kao!!
damn sony ericsson...old model nia cannot use 2-sided headset...how to trust their phones lidat nxt time???
aiya change back to nokia liao lar...sian half -.-'

lunch

lolz for lunch today, we ordered pizza from pizzahut. large seafood supreme and hawaiian lover. i think i was the only one who ate more than one slice of pizza lor...i ate one slice of each. each of us paid $3.55 nia. have to admit though, after workin at pizzahut for so long, i still cant get enough of their hawa lover >.< their sweet & spicy drumlets still taste as good as what i remembered from what i kapo from their kitchen last time hehe

haiz we callin later liao, no more slackin for us liao haha. new database given from singtel. on the bright side, at least we got something to do from 2pm to 5pm lolz.

sia la ytd trainin the balls so soft...see also no mood to play sia kao. ball bounce alr then die there, abit like sponge ball...
haiz my pinkie still hurts from that 9-0 match...since i didnt put how i grazed it let me share it now. donovan attempted a passing shot down the line and when i went for it, i missed and my pinkie scraped the ground...ouch!
to think that i played 2 more games before asking for an injury time out. not much of a use also anyway. 2 parts of my pinkie got grazed sia, and one side had to be on the joint area. fuck!
now i cant hold my racquet properly w/o feeling a tinge of the pain. but that wont stop me! this is my last pol-ite for my school, and i wanna go out swinging, not shy away due to injury!!

joke of the semester

LOLZ we all siao liao...NTU directors come in watch us call but we all end up do conference among ourselves...but everyone just read any question in any order. wah sibei heng they nvr pick up the call to listen in sia if not we all cfm tio fuck sia!!!

ok on to the fun part - we did a 3-language survey in a 5-person conference. liyi did the english survey, i did the chinese survey and azima did the malay one. kao laugh until pengz sia ahahahahaha now still laughing later we doin qc on it and we shall see how well it went. cfm nxt sem ours will be played under the bad calls section de lor - under the "joke of the semester" and "do not try this on customer" sub-sections. ok i shall stop here now...

back in csc

ok back in csc again...atmosphere here so much better...lolz...ppl here are very insane...esp liyi
star performer call until she went nuts...started callin herself and do the survey on her own. luckily she managed to collect her senses and stop the call at the 3rd or 4th question...if not i think the whole csc will be staring at her complete the survey ahahahahaha @@@@@

ok collect myself and think about ytd match...actually, i had a great time just grooving my strokes. i managed to trouble him abit with my forehand by usin it to dictate points once in awhile. two little problems: he rarely gave me a chance to use it, and when i did use it, i would flop on the loopy balls he returned as a result of runnin out wide! i cant kill high balls aarrrggghhhhh @_@ now i know how unprepared i am for this tourney T.T nvm look on the bright side. at least i had fun and made him work for his points, had a few sudden deaths which i couldnt convert but its alright...good players perform their best on important points...thanks for the experience man donovan...it was an interesting match for me

3rd match results

ok this tourney is seriously gettin nowhere...we have lost every opponent we were up against...
once more...here are the results:
round three: NP - 5 / NYP - 0
1st double: Edwin/Kennerd lose (dunno score >.<)
2nd double: Junquan/Clinton lose 2-9
1st single: Joezer lose 2-9
2nd single: Gary lose 1-9
3rd single: Reuel lose 0-9

this match i knew we weren't gonna win right from the start...we were practically outclassed by them totally....they are really seasoned players who go for their shots, we on the other hand are not...
now, somebody gimme a permit to kill just one person w/o the hangman waitin for me...people who are loyal to NYP pls go to this blog zeroofsuntec.blogspot.com and read the posts: AFTER REHAB and OWN!...there are these kinda ppl in NYP...fuck sia...knn...this kinda backstabber...no wonder our line ups were read so well...CB YANWEI! U BETTER NOT LET ME SEE U IN SCHOOL, U WUN LIKE IT!!

today's match

ok today we are up against Ngee Ann poly....errr can we remake?
this tournament we gg liao leh lolz.....lose 2 match in a row T.T
can remake? can remake? can remake? >.<