since its a short gig and there're gonna be a whole lotta metal and screamo bands there and that we're only gonna play like 2 or 3 songs, i've only invited a few friends. namely yentze, yanrong and yinyin. that group included phua for abt 1 outing. following that he broke up with yanrong -_- i was like ok yan and phua are attached! and the next thing i know they're over...wtf?! that's fast lol...
ok shall not say anymore, its over alr. but now...i've got a dilemma. i was originally thinking of chasing yan before i knew she was attached to phua. i just couldnt bring myself to do it cos either i was too chicken to make a move or i just didnt wanna spoil a friendship. now that they're over, my brain's going gaga again. but deep down i know i aint ready for a relationship yet! maybe its cos i've got phobia of commitment. maybe its cos i really dunno what to do with the girl after like a few months. town? sentosa? been to almost every attraction in spore alr lol. furthermore, i know yan and i got almost nothing in common. almost nothing, except tennis =p
ok screw it...i'll just see how it goes. next week is gonna be hell...4 days without touching the guitar!! wtf!! i'm gonna have to practice very slowly on friday to get back my touch =( and thats just a few weeks before my gig!! haiz...fucked up life that this jail term is!! screw u!!
