women who wanna "look" beautiful

no, this is not just abt the woman i tried to help today. its abt me also. this post is for discerning and open readers only.

i was gonna be late for driving today. and when i reached amk mrt station, this lady just literally fainted in front of me. ok not directly in front but about 3m in front of me. another guy was walking past her and he just stopped starred and walked off. i went wtf!

i went up to her and tried to ask her what happened. and instead all i got was silence -.- she was fucking pale! after awhile she finally managed to blurt out "find me a seat". things went swirling through my mind! what am i to do with this slightly above average looking ah lian dressed to show? so i just tried what i can to get her to a seat.

thing is before i could get her there, she just collapsed again -.- this time an elderly woman came over to my aid. she applied some god knows what lotion on her forehead and asked me if the girl was my gf. HELL NO!! sorry but ah lians just aint my type lol. anyway, i just told her that i just met this lady so i dun even know her!

this time she blurted out some more words, "get me a cab". ok! now u want a cab...where u headed? work? "orchard central". thats it! wtf u headed to town for if u cant even stand on ur 2 feet!! but she still insisted that i bring her to a cab headed for town. ok fine if u've got a death wish, i wont stop u.

by this time the person at the train control station came over to our aid. he and the elderly lady helped her to the taxi stand while i went to hail a cab. on the way back, the lady was on the floor again, this time with her legs wide open. to make things worse, she was wearing not a skirt but a one-piece blouse with a short skirt end. so needless to say the view was very inviting lol. turquoise colour panties :D but ok nvm i digress. we helped her up again and got her into the cab.

luckily for her the cab driver was a lady. so no worries of driver taking advantage of this lady in such a bad condition. all those who helped her happened to be headed somewhere and thus we had to leave her in the cab alone. i hope she made it somewhere safe and familiar b4 she knocks out again.

one thing i didnt think abt was getting her phone and asking her which was her bf or closest friend's no. should have done that. then its easier to know she's safe. i was thinking abt her safety the entire driving lesson that i couldnt concentrate properly -.-

but on the way to the train, the elderly lady told me chances are she's not eating properly if at all so she can stay slim and beautiful. haiz, what girls will do just to look good. i dun think she looked good when she was on the floor with that pale face. she looked just plain scary!!

ok thats the end of the 1st part of this post. 2nd part. me time. :D

nothing good though despite the smiley face. i had this feeling that if i cancelled my driving lesson and went into the cab with her, i might have taken advantage of her. why do i have this feeling when i'm already so stressed??

as it is, sleep doesnt come easy anymore at night. i fret so much so that i cant even stand up straight! i completely ignored (unintentionally) the petrol station uncle waving at me when i walked past him. but when this happened, the feeling just came out in an instant! why? whats wrong with me??

been super down lately, felt like crying last night but no tears came out...

down on luck?

yea probably. not sure whats going on but this year has been pretty rough so far.

lets start on the updates from the previous post abt my fender 54rs strat. 1stly, it isnt really a fender, nor is it a re issue. i went to music connection to get my N&M pickups swapped out and the guy told me the guitar was custom made. the guy who bought it from him (believe it or not the original shop who made the guitar has seen its works come back to him lol) had him ship in the body from all parts usa. so body wood confirmed, its alder. =D

2ndly, the pickups were changed to dimarzio area 58(N) and dimarzio virtual vintage blues(M). both are fucking quiet even under high gain. pretty big thing for me considering my gain level is set to like near max most of the time lol.

next up, i did say i was gonna change amp. so here it is. my new amp: the blackstar ht-5 all tube amp. kinda lazy to get the specs all down so i'll just post a link here. nope not the full one, just one speaker unit only. not enough moolah for 2 haha. bloody $705 leh!! add another speaker and i'll go broke! the sound is much much better than my sound drive amp. but then again i cant compare both since one is a tube amp and the other a solid state. now here's the 1st problem: after a few days, i realised that when i sustain a note w/o doing a vibrato, the sound starts to distort abit. this becomes more apparent on my scalloped frets on the higher strings. called the shop, they said nothing wrong and told me they'll call me when the guy gets back from his overseas trip. waiting in progress...

now my desktop, the acer aspire m7720 has been pretty stubborn lately. it wont stay on for more than 10min before going through a spade of rebooting. catch no ball?? before 10 min, the com will just shut down, not the normal way, but as though i cut the power source. then it will reboot and before it hit the startup screen, it shuts down again and reboots. this process carries on and on till i have to just cut power. now i'm using my mom's com. its pathetic!! fucking slow!! acer better give me a good explanation for this. the com was completed in the factory under a year ago! wtf!! and now this thing happens -.-

my insurance agent. yes. he doesnt even know his product well. i've got a policy that has alr matured but i'm still paying for it. and when i ask him. guess what?! he cant give me an answer that isn't laughable. of cos when i say laughable i mean ridiculous enough to make me wanna throw my shoe in his face. u are alr in a line that nobody wants to work in, selling products people dun wanna buy. the least u could do is know ur products well, no?

but luck isnt on my side, as it hasnt been since like sec 3. last year was ok though, not as rough sailing. this year just stinks, and its just the beginning. haiz...